Become a cuckold or not?

i had many people in the E End trying to talk me out of getting married, the reason was my crazy passed earned me repect & my wife running wild at 13 dating with older man would have earned her a bad name, but she choice blacks which broke the rules, she never ended up locked up for years like me, though locally I had good name & at the time girlfriends name was not so good.
 
With 5 years we had three toddles, after ten years marriage it the rocks, I was totally to blame, out every friday night an return home early Monday morning to go a work, I was dominate partner and I acted macho, but after a decade the charm had warn of the wife, & she made it clear that we were finished, I siad ok fine if thats what you wish, the truth was I loved & worshiped my wife, I'm no picture but my wife is, face & body, I was the luckest husband alive, plus my hard man image plus years locked up, means my soft inch & half stayed in boxer shorts and my just over 3inch erection never strayed on my weekend benders, I even got a name for being loyal to the old woman.
 
I never believed that my wife would turn on me like she did, now my macho act & her honest wish for me to leave was the turning point in our marrage, which as lasted 26 years.
 
I refused to leave, this made wife hate me more, I felt her coldness to wards me, I stopped going out, did things in the home, and after a year I could slip into my wifes bed after she feel asleep, I used to kiss her back for hours, without wife stopping me, wife always had her back to me, before long I was kissing wifes bum cheeks half the night.
 
I worshiped her and was inferior to her, the wife informed me that I was useless inbed and that my willy was to tiny, today my wife totally humiliates & degrades me, I enjoy this treatment an I'm unable to live without it, my humiliating turn on was SPH the wish to be dressed in pink dress, ass licking put on lead and treated like dog, the only one of these roll plays wife allowed was ass licking plus she sit an bang my face.
 
Over the years wife added her spin to my humiliation, she gets turned on by big cocks, for years your roll play involved mainly my humilitiation with Blackman, then on day wife changed this to white man, I felt she was having affair and become depressed, wife was but stopped when she see I was unable to cope, she siad she never had affair but month later the mans wife find out and phoned wife telling her she was going to tell me, when I returned home wife played the dominate hand and called me little willy and siad she had affair some month ago, she at first thried to blame our roll play, saying she believed I meant it.
 
It was worse moment of both our lifes, now we are closer and wife as shared her inner needs with me, she needs half a dozen large size dido's and me her ass licker, her long session ends with her banging my face, if I was super stud I could never handle her, the sexual roll play regarding big black cocks is stronger then ever, the more degraded our roll play becomes the more turned on she is, now we play act using her friends & mine, the degrading acts which turn her on, like me licking the blackmans cum from her, an keeping it on my tongue so she can take me round friends house and show them.
 
I will be the henpecked husband & wife will be the one who is in change, that massive change will lead wife to run wild and tell me to lump it or sod of, words she uses in roll play more and more, or she brings a blackman home and says this his my new lover, you can throw him out the house or you can leave yourself or show my lover your not a man and pull your pants down and give him a laugh, then get on your kness and kiss and lick his shoes, and beg him to give your wife a good seeing to cos u are not a man.
 
I worry and have sleepless nights over our far my wifes fantasy will go, the thing is it's like catch 22 becuase the more degrading she treats me the more submissive I become and my willy gets smaller, I even cum powerfully when my willy is soft and tiny about a inch, wife makes me lay with legs in air and she strokes my balls calling me a sissy?

Roy Tony James

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